My Tuesday Blues

Ystry was my bad day...

1st : In order to prevent KM from falling, I bang my toe to a cupboard.
Consequence : My toe was reddish swollen.

2nd : Liquid nitrogen finish but need to use it. Thus, need to open the tank but it was too tightly lock.
Consequence : Have to ask help from "black face god". (but really thank you very much!)

3rd : After open the tank, need to pour liquid from the big tank to a small tank and it is extremely heavy.
Consequences : 1. My back, hand and leg muscles are pain.
2. My toe is no longer reddish swollen, it became blackish purple swollen.
Therefore, my conclusion is cant wear high heel for my newly bought dress in
coming weekend dinner...

Again... Lost... Aint know how to face u...

I am quite sad... treat me like this... I don't know what did I do that make you treat me this way...

I may be kinda know why... Is it the consequence for hurting people feeling... I know I was wrong making a decision that hurt people... but in that case you are a third person... I don't feel fair if you judge me...

However, if you blame me and hate me for that... I have nothing to say as I did something wrong... I try to be nice to you as well... I will let you know any information that I know... But it seems like it doesn't help... not at all... I am still being hated and felt miserable for this...

I need courage and positive energy to continue to move on in my life... This bring too many harm to me... more than I can withstand...

RUNAWAY...

i really really really feel like wanna run away from here. Go overseas, start everything all over again. One failure cause my whole life to stay in the gloomy weather since then. Cant find the sun! My life will be much more better if i din make the wrong move. I really wanna run away from here, go oversea, then start everything again. Left what remain in Malaysia remain here... but, i will miss you all... esp my SMKSS frens and qiqi gang...

Gaining Weigh

Haiz... I am sure I am gaining weigh...
All because of my good appetite recently!
At least 5 meals per day (although is small meals)...
arrrggghhh...
I dun wanna become "FEI PO" lah~~~ T_T

讨厌 ﹒自己

坦白的说。。。
我从来都不喜欢我自己。。。
说讨厌也不为过。。。
讨厌自己的孤僻。。。
讨厌自己的懒惰。。。
讨厌自己的冷酷。。。
讨厌自己的嘴巴。。。
讨厌自己的死性不改。。。
讨厌自己的过度敏感。。。
更讨厌自己差劲的交际手腕。。。

既然连我都讨厌我自己。。。
又怎么可能让其他人不讨厌呢？

Alone

Alone,
All alone,
Everything alone,
Nothing else except alone...

时机？？！

时机很重要。。。
错的时机 + 对的人= 白搭
请珍惜你身边的人。。。
时机错了。。。
你也白搭了。。。
之后，别怪别人不睬你。。。

I cant help you if yourself are STUPID!

I am sorry for being mean... But pls let me being mean for tis 1 time...

The following words are "dedicated" to an Indian medical doctor who drive green colour car:

I cant help you if yourself are so stupid. But dun blame me for your own stupidity. Blame your own self! Dun think that your are a medical doctor and I am a student which make you more superior than me and your can scream or shout on me!

Haiz... at last... I feel better

困难重重，处处碰壁

唉。。。世风日下，我拼命的找工，同时也拼命碰壁。。。
难道找一份part time真的那么难？
还是我把事情想得太简单？
现在，我只好拼命的，拼命的寄出resume和期待回音。。。
幸运之神，请眷顾一下我吧！

恢复单身通知书

To: 各位朋友

从此以后，单身贵族又多了我这一位会员。。。

谢谢关心

现在的我与从前的我

我现在很强烈的感觉到从前的我是比现在的我快乐许多。。。

以前的我虽然拥有的东西并不多可是仍然足够让我过的很写意， 很开心。

可是现在的我拥有的东西多了， 相对的也失去了很多。。。 更可悲的是我将会失去我现在拥有的。。。 真是赔了夫人又折兵。。。

一直以来我的生活终极目标只有一个---- 快乐并写意的过每一天。。。 这从来没改变过，现在没有，以后也一定不会变。。。

心惊+ 胆战

今天是我蛮倒霉的一天. 六个小时前, 在我来不及BRAKE的时候, 我的车撞上了别人的车. 还好对方是明理的人. 要不然, 我的后果会更掺吧.

可是, 我到现在还会很怕. 每当想起的时候都心有余悸. 希望不会成为我驾车的阴影. 哎... 真的很恐怖.